Dear Diary,

It has been quite sometime since I wrote in you. Unfortunately my dream didn't come true and I now spend my days as a housewife cleaning the house every day and making tea every night. I don't know how my life ended up like this. Sometimes I wish I had just stayed in England and kept hold of my daughter. God how I wonder what things would have been like if mark had stuck around. We could've been the perfect family. I want out of this life, I am fed up of living the same day over and over.

see you soon
love me
x